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Gumption by Demacier, literature

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Gumption

"Gumption" Ways of the spirit watch my negligence. I want to see tomorrow, but I don't know why. Things done now shake the future, Things left undone will haunt our past. Nothing prepares us for new steps. Menace and thespian veil together, Heed calls of beauty with reverence yet fear. Know the ways you step. Don't be afraid to show today, Don't lack gumption for tomorrow, Seek to allow yourself to be displayed. Catch yourself after you fall, Don't let your love be prescribed. Know your weaknesses, Don't fear your strengths. Shatter your intentions w

The Blinding Darkness by Demacier, literature

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The Blinding Darkness

"The Blinding Darkness" Erato visited me in a dream, I felt inspiration's breath upon my neck, I woke, and there flashed a face it seems, My papers underneath me were a wreck. Up I arose and paced upon the deck, The pale moonlight through the window very dimly shone, I wished to call the sun to rise, at my beck, For I felt as if my state had always been, as now, alone. And I swore to hear the crows approach to pick my bones, Yet in the ink outside my glass, verily a dragon could hide, And with the darkness swallowing my thoughts, Erato did

And Then You Appeared by Demacier, literature

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And Then You Appeared

"And Then You Appeared" I can't stop thinking about you, And I barely just know you. You've refreshed my eyes, And you're turning all my lows into new highs. I'm still so scared, And you don't know the crosses that I bare. I didn't think I could want another, And you just aren't like any other. You have so much of what I've missed, And maybe it's for you I should have wished. Still I don't know what to say, And still you're with me every day. My thoughts scare me when you're near, And maybe my real feelings are what I really fear. I've bee

Knowledge by Demacier, literature

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Knowledge

"Knowledge" You say that you love me, You say you're always here for me. I know it's true way deep down, But it's not the way you show me. I know how you greet the sun each morning, I know where the moon falls in your room at night. I can hear your voice in the wind; I can draw your smile in the stars, I know, and I don't know what it's like to hold you tight. The past is buried within us, The present's all we have right now. The future's always within our grasp, But I feel for you without knowing how. I've seen you shouting in anger,

Longing by Demacier, literature

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Longing

"Longing" It's the way she hugs me, The way I want to never stop holding her tight. It's the way she lays her head on my shoulder, The way I wish she'd leave it there all night. It's the way she smiles at me, The way I long to taste her kiss. It's the way she makes me want to cry, The way that it's her I miss. It's the way she makes me happy, The way I never get tired of being with her. It's the way she makes me forget things, The way all other girls are just a blur.

My Fault by Demacier, literature

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My Fault

"My Fault" I know it's my own fault. I've seen the world; I've seen what it wants. I've seen you laugh; I've seen you cry; you've tied me up in knots. I know your past; I know your pain; I know how far you've gone. You're what I want; you're what I need, but somehow it's all gone wrong. And I know it's my own fault. You've shown me love; you've shown me life; you've shown me happiness. You're the only one; you're the last one left; I've forgotten all the rest. I've watched you move; I've seen you sleep; I know how you think. When I fall

Understanding by Demacier, literature

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Understanding

"Understanding" Sometimes beauty isn't in what we can see. Sometimes the hidden shows us more than what is right in front of us. We often ignore what we have. We often take for granted that which is shown to us, until it's gone. It is not what we see that drives us. It is not what we feel that our true sight manifests. Love is not ignoring bad qualities, hoping they'll go away. Love is not trying to change bad traits, molding what we have into what we want. Love is seeing the bad, Love is knowing the intricacies of it all, Love is caring b

Success by Demacier, literature

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Success

"Success" There's ways around the thoughts you feel, You really can make your heart heal. You have to know what to do, You have to start your world anew. How you act and how you see, Who you are and who you'll be. You have to know there's always someone there, Who about you will always care. Your life is strange, your world's a mess, You're too stressed out, you need to rest. There are things outside the realm you see, I don't know, but that's just me.

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Deadly Struggle by Demacier, literature

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Deadly Struggle

"Deadly Struggle" The soul of my world is steadily breaking. I'm tired of constantly faking. I'm at my wit's end, I can't hold on, Even now I feel what it's like to be alone. My mind is racing, my love is shaking. And why, why am I always making, The ones I love turn away, They can never face my ways. I'm so confused, I can't understand. I try to call myself a man, But no real man would tear himself apart, And make the ones he cares for start, To back away, Avoid him by the day, Shun him as he calls in the night, As he wages his own

Tonight by Demacier, literature

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Tonight

"Tonight" Sometimes the spirit fails, And the heart begins to fall. But my love can never quell, Cause you are all I want tonight. How I feel? I can't even begin, To tell you what my soul is screaming. And how would you have me feel, when All I want is you tonight. My future way is far from clear, And I don't know what to do. All I have left to give are tears, Because you are all I want tonight. My mind is racing through every day, Thinking of how I've lost you now. I miss you in every way, And all I want is you tonight.

Risen Rose by Demacier, literature

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Risen Rose

"Risen Rose" The darkness envelops all I know. I feel as though the world is crushing down on me. I feel weak, but I must find some escape from this. I've been born into ink. The air is sweet and cool in the morning air. I feel alone and frightened. The wind bites hard against my frailty. I miss the warmth of my encumbered isolation. Sky has empowered my body. I feel my nerves going forth. I'm darkening in the sun with every day. My crown has started to emerge. My hunger is still flowering heavily. My crimson locks flow out. Emerald, I stand

Heart's Hurricane by Demacier, literature

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Heart's Hurricane

"Heart's Hurricane" I tell you this: There are but two Things that man cannot Control. Nature is uncompromising, Uncaring, Unbeatable, and deadly. But what man feels Within his heart, Is uncontrollable and Without the luxury of reason. The sky can darken and The wind begin to blow, But there is nothing on Earth To compare to the Intensity of, The power of, The feudalism of, The Heaven and Hell of, Love.

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And Then You Appeared by Demacier, literature

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Current Residence: Ebenezer, Mississippi, USA
Favourite genre of music: Country and Rock
Favourite photographer: Amy or Matt, again, cause don't know many.
Operating System: XP
MP3 player of choice: Musicmatch
Shell of choice: Whatever these jingly ones are on my necklace from Hawawawawaii.
Wallpaper of choice: Got wood paneling, sorry.
Skin of choice: Some from a tan ferret would be nice....
Favourite cartoon character: Bender, Simpsons
Personal Quote: Reality leaves a lot to the imagination: John Lennon

Favourite Visual Artist

Becca and Amy since, well, don't know many. :)

Favourite Writers

Tolkien

Favourite Games

Topmafia.com, Red Dead Revolver, Tony Hawks, 007's, Paintball

Favourite Gaming Platform

Gamecube for playing, PS2 for games (hate the controller though)

Tools of the Trade

Picasa, Panasonic camcorder, Cellphone, Pen and Notebooks

Other Interests

Becca, Paintball, Games, Poetry, Woodworking/Carpentry

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Demacier

Aug 8, 2005

Traladada

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Gonna  finish  moving  in  Saturday.  Cool. Gotta  build  mama  another  chair  this  week,  but  I'm  scared  I'm  fixing  to  burn  up  my  tools  running  them  on  extension  cords. Red  Bull  sucks.  Bah. OXX

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Demacier

Jul 7, 2005

Lalalala

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Signed  my  life  away  Tuesday  for  a  year  lease.....  Haven't  even  talked  to  the  roommate  I'm  moving  in  with  yet,  need  to  work  on  that..... Turned  in  a  lot  of  apps  around  starkvegas.  Got  an  interview  or  two  tomorrow.  And  Red  Bull  emailed  me  back  with  a  questionaire,  so  I  think  I  did  it  pretty  well.  We'll  see  what  happens  with  that. Working  on  a  cedar  adirondack  chair  right  now  too. That's  about  it.  Ta. OXX

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Demacier

Jun 27, 2005

'Real' college

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So,  MSU  is  looming.  I've  gotta  get  the  apartment  figured  out.  I  just  applied  for  a  job  with  Red  Bull.  LOL.  That'd  be  awesome.  I  guess.  How  should  I  know?  They  might  expect  you  to  stay  hopped  up  on  the  juice  and  work  all  the  time.  But  hey,  if  the  money's  good  and  the  RB  is  free....... OXX

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blackbelt777

Apr 8, 2007

Fellow Mississippian!

SSEJBAT

May 31, 2005

hey!
welcome to DA!
you say you like poetry, cool me too lets see some!!

Demacier

Jun 1, 2005

LOL, I really do have a lot of poetry written, and some of it is actually decent. A couple pieces won some small school awards, and as soon as I figure out what they are called, I'll post them. Thanx though.

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SSEJBAT

Jun 1, 2005

cool i will keep a lookout for you! after exams are over il be doing more watches but there is no point as ther is little time to look at peoples stuff now!
thanks for the

though!

FirstAlternate

May 31, 2005

yeh well...i will invent a money tree one day ONE DAY!!

FirstAlternate

May 30, 2005

they sell them at wal mart..hell they sell everything at wal mart

Demacier

May 30, 2005

they don't sell the money to buy the things that they sell........and, uh, yeah.

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